In the Heart of the World Logic Never Forgives

by BERRILOOM AND THE DOOM

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I saw the old enemies drinking hot milk, making lifeless love, thereโ€™s no way out. Mother weeps no more quietly on the porch. Words lighten the blood on my shoes. Root up the blessing, my eye does justice. The rest of the sleep turns clockwise. I coshed you with shadow stone on which I wrote my will.
2.
Dry Grief 04:35
Died in a foreign land. What he left behind is a cold meal and smell of confined air and ache rest in repeating. Hatred of mirrors begun in breeding. The skinโ€™s not mine. The skinโ€™s not mine. These hands have been marked by dry grief and seared harm. These hands will ruin their own shades. A common dirt, a proper shame. Milk and coal stained my toothless, open smile. Your anger pulled me out from that old womb. Iโ€™m a gift of an accidental lie, a useless waste what we make when we create. I spit in the lock and the knob turns. Got the mail from the ministry: โ€žHow shall we get said what must be said? Sadly, this is your family.โ€ Inherited. Life is like crushed apples in the backyard. The lines of our bones end here.
3.
Inescapable. I lay my spirit at your feet. Iโ€™m a building block of your empire. The river ate the light. The soilโ€™s gaping. Lines are circles now. I drop my gray hair into the mire. There will I build up my own, my own kinship. I built my own walls to hide, a well made stonework, a piece of pure masonry. Please omit the word exile. I am home now. The power in me crushed out. An army on paper. You feed me with dead grass. I am not your servant.
4.
Hypersea 04:59
Early morning call another insurance but the call came from inside the house. A usual little breathing on the line itโ€™s just been me dialing myself. Unrelated talk about my health issues. Protein rules the cells: cancer is like lottery. I got the news in a fine rain. Yet itโ€™s hard to explain why I did not worry. You always say you protect me from nature but cells are keep growing even if you praise their secrecy. A chapter that no one reads as the plot is over. A calm kept secret that has never been told. This is you. Hurt and hate go hand in hand and once the storm turns into gold. Thereโ€™s no dial tone. (Iron hand in a velvet glove.) Mouth filled with foam. (A bite to the tip of the tongue.)

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๐ˆ๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐‡๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ญ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐–๐จ๐ซ๐ฅ๐ ๐‹๐จ๐ ๐ข๐œ ๐๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐…๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž๐ฌ

The way our body works, it moves in a steadfast direction, reacting to the effects, and in many cases the reaction takes the form of a disease, which often surprises us, even though all along our body has followed a strict chemical and biological logic โ€“ a straight outcome of our action.

The same deep causality applies to the way we decide, act and live our lives. Even irrational actions that seem inexplicable at first glance follow a closed chain of chaotic causality. Often this logical fabric is not visible because of our involvement, but even the irrational follows a kind of order that cannot be bypassed or prevented, it just moves, marches and evolves along the way. That's pretty much what the whole EP is about, this chaotic, unknown causal system that never forgives our steps, even if it doesnโ€™t know any such category. It simply works, it moves forward, following our steps. There is no scourge, no punishment, just these very powerful causes, causes that we induce ourselves, and once evoked, can never avoid. We tame this chaos in hindsight, explaining it to ourselves with a narrative, or any kind of construction โ€“ so that there is some learning, or just to understand the process at all. It gets out of hand, which is inevitable. But this is no longer a discussion, merely an afterthought.

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released August 5, 2021

Recorded, mixed and mastered โŒ˜ Mรกrton Miskolczi @ Kepler Studio
Album art โŒ˜ Gideon Horvรกth & รkos Dรฉri
Budapest, HU
2021

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